i promised myself to write at least once a month...
every year, valentine's day is supposed to be extra special for me. well, everybody thinks that having a valentine birthday makes one special but it really has an opposite effect on me. ironically, born on hearts day brings me no luck in love at all. i'm not really complaining but sometimes people think that one is lucky to born on this day. they are so much happy for me and although in front of them, my mask is of immense joy, deep inside i know there's a lesser sense of elation.
every year, close family & friends have been my constant dinner guests. i feel honored that most of them are happy to celebrate their hearts day with me. most of the time we dine at my home where we feel quite comfortable. once or twice we tried to go out to celebrate but with the flock of people going out during valentine's, going out had become traumatic for us. besides, seeing mostly sweet couples aren't just the right atmosphere for me to be in. (don't get me wrong, i am not depressed!)
anyways, i know that god will give me what i need, when i need it. now, i am definitely not rushing (not yet, at least :p). with work keeping me busy, i'd regret having one anyways.
with cupid's arrow striking, i really wish happiness for everyone on this special valentine's day. cheers!
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